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hoping..hoping..

2009-04-10T15:13:00.002-07:00

This entry would be my last entry for my blog for this semester. Without we realize now, our semester term already come to the end. This week, would be my last class for this semester. During semester, many challenged that I’ve been face. As a student, as we go along we will learn to accept our weaknesses and try to improve for betterment. As mention in previous, I had taken 7 subjects for this semester which is Business Communication (MGT269), Mandarin (BMD101), English for Academy Purpose (BEL311), Statistics (QMT216), Macroeconomics (ECO211), Economy Islam (CTU241) and lastly is, Recreation (HSL115) for Co-curriculum.

Firstly is Business Communication (MGT269), which is taught by Sir Ahmad Kamil. Firstly, as I mention before many rumors say that Sir Ahmad Kamil is very strict person in marking marks, but for me all this while that he’s been teaches me, he was a very nice person plus he’s also kind in marking our marks. We had been given a task that we need to assign for our assessment mark which is presentation, report and proposal writing, and lastly is our meeting. For my presentation, we had been divided into a pair of groups. I had been pair with Sh. Ainaa Mardhiyah Bt. syed Redzwan. We work as a team work and collaborate well. Everything the problem occurs, we always refers or consult to our lecturer. For next assignment that we need to assign is report and proposal writing which is I’m group with Ainaa and izzati. The moment that I have to complete my task, we had been faced a lot of obstacle like we are rushing in doing our task, sometimes we had argue which each other’s and etc. But somehow we still can complete our task successfully and feel relieved. For our meeting, I had been group with, Ainaa, Izzati, Raja, Kent, Azhar and Nasri. We have work as a team and collaborate well. And I thanks to Aina that always had given me a spirit so that I can do that meeting better that I can do in previous. I hope that I can doing well in my final paper same as well I’m did in my last assessment. And I hope I can get A+ for this subject with support and bless from Sir Ahmad Kamil.

Second is English for Academy Purpose (BEL311), which is taught by Sir Izuan Ismail. Sir Izuan is very kind person and nice. The moment that I been in his class, he had been given a lots of task to us, but we should know why him do that for us, he did that because he wants all his student to be improve in English language. We had also been given a opportunity to create a new blog. This blog is one of the tasks that we need to publish once a week. Sir Izuan will read and commented our entry for better improvement. Other than that, we also had given a task which is acting and the title is “Wedding”. I feel so happy when he give a task like this because before this I’ve had never been acting. Sir had been teaching us in how to do the quotation and references for our term paper. And lots of knowledge I’ll get from his. For my assessment mark of term paper, I’ll get 4 over 5 for my outline. But I’m so disappointed for my first draft which is I’ll get 3/10. When I get for my first draft I was so upset because of the lower mark that I get. I hope sir Izuan will help me to get better mark for final draft that I had been cooperate with Aina. For speaking discussion, the assessment mark is 20 %. So I need to perform well in this test. I hope that Sir will help us to get better mark. For this class, I had never been missing my classes because Sir said the attendant will be count for our assessment mark. I hope that my assessment mark will help me to get better mark in final paper. And I hope that Sir will help me, because I’m not really good in English. My hoping is, I will get A for this subject with Sir Izuan bless and Allah. Insyaallah.

Thirdly is Mandarin. This subject was taught by Lim laoshi. Lim laoshi is very funny person and nice with his students. But sometimes, he is very strict person. For this subject, don’t have paper for final. So we need to work hard for our assessment mark. For quizzes we had 10%. We need to complete 3 quizzes to get full mark 10 %. Which is 3 % for first quiz , 3% for second quiz and another 4% is for last quiz. I get full mark for my first and second quizzes. But I feel so upset because for last quiz I’m not attending that classes and automatically lost 4% for that marks. I’m only getting 6/10 for quiz marks. For listening 1, I only get 9/20. I feel so sad and crying because gets very lower mark for this test. I’m anger to myself because not really perform well in my test. And maybe it will be my last chance to get highest mark for this subject because this subject don’t have any paper final to score. For my second listening and writing test I still don’t have my marks any yet. So I hope that I will get a good mark for covered my missing mark. Other than that, we also need to acting in Mandarin languages for our student project which is carried 30 % for our final. This assignment still not done and would be submitted on 10 April 2009. And my hoping this project will get the highest mark and Sir Lim will help us in given a good mark for us.

Next is, Statistics (QMT216) which is taught by Miss Zarina Ismail. Miss Zarina is very strict person in the classes. But, when I go see her personally she is very nice person. She will teaches her student until the student understand the topic that she’s had been teaching. For this subject all of the student need to the student projects which are work as a group. I had been grouped with Ainaa and Izzati as my team work. We do the project together and lastly we had completed our project successfully. For my quizzes, I feel so upset because one of my quizzes I got 3 over 15 and for last quizzes I got 4 over 20. And the others the marks are quite okay and excellent. For my test 1, I got 88 over 100. I was so happy when I got my paper back. But, for my test 2 I failed which are 34 marks. I was crying, but I know maybe it’s too late for me. What I know now, I must looking forward and try my best for my paper final. I’m quite weak in probability, so I must work hard to get excellent mark for my final. And I hope that Miss Zarina will help and guide me to score in this subject.

Then is, Macroeconomics (ECO211). This subject was taught by Madam Zuraidah Ismail. To be frankly, she is very nice person, but other times she will be very strict person. For test and quizzes , we still don’t get any mark yet. I hope that I will get good marks in quizzes and for test 1 and test 2. I also hoping that I will get A for the final paper. With Allah bless and my lecturer, I hope I will success in my final paper.

Ustaz Kamarulzaman Sulaiman is my economic Islam (CTU241) lecturer. As we know, this subject should be easily scoring it. This subject is more about general knowledge. Ustaz Kamarulzaman is very nice, helpful, lover and devout person. He always give us some advises and motivate us so that we couldn’t go in wrong way. For me, he’s just same as our father who always guides their children by give some advises so that eventually we could be a useful person not in here but in hereafter. For my quizzes I get full mark which is 5%. But for my test, we still don’t know yet our marks. I wish that, I can get good marks and be a good muslimah.

For my co-curriculum, I have chosen recreation (HSL 115) as my selection. My coach for this subject is En Reza. En reza is very funny person. Sometimes, he can be very anger person. He like to laughs with us to make our class not boring. Many of information about recreation, I learn from him. Lots of activities that we do, such play a petanque, do a Johor robic and others. I hope that I will get A+ for this co-curriculum
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Last but not least, that’s was the subject that I had taken in this semester. Many challenge that I had to face for the whole this semester. But as the student, that was normal. The final exam just around the corner, I hope that Allah and lectures bless me to get A for the entire of my subject and maintain my dean list for this semester like previous. For Aina and Izzati, I hope that both of you will stay beside me and help me to get my achievement. Amin.

my first album, THINKING OF YOU

2009-03-23T22:43:00.000-07:00

I will launch my first album which is Thinking of you, Fara. My concept is the combination of 3 elements music pop, ballade and rnb. This album is more unique than the others album. My tract list is:-

1. Forget about me
2. Stuck
3. Thinking of you
4. Friday night
5. Truth, lies and cry
6. Just stand up
7. Broken heart
8. Boyfriends
9. if you could stay beside me

10.crazy of you

1. Forget about me - This song is about the person who always disappointed by her boyfriends and she never get a final decision about their relationship and this songs telling about her suffering and she’s want her boyfriends to forget about her to end up her suffering.

2. Stuck - this song telling us about her stuck in her love
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3. Thinking of u -This song telling about how she’s could not forget her ex boyfriend’s even though she’s have a new boyfriends and always thinking and sometimes she’s feel guilty to her present boyfriends.

4. Friday night -this song telling about the life or the party person, who always love to dancing.

5. Truth, lies and cry -This songs is telling about the sadness person who always liar by her partner. And how she’s really need honesty from her partner.

6. Just stand up - This song shows how we should be strong when we have to face some problem and how we can solve the problem by being more patient.

7. Broken heart - This song telling about that person who always had broken heart by her boyfriends. And her always sad because her boyfriends attitude.

8. Boyfriends - This song telling about she’s boyfriend. And why he love her boyfriends so much. And how he start to falling in love with her boyfriends.

9. If you could stay beside me- This song telling about the person who always want her beloved family and boyfriend still beside her , to share her sadness, to share her joy and to cried together when her really need a attention.

10. Crazy of you- This song telling about the someone who’s crazy falling in love with the other person who’s her admire so much. And then, they become a couple.

horror experiences

2009-03-23T22:41:00.000-07:00

Everybody have their own experiences about ghost stories in UiTM. Same also with me, I’m also have my scared experienced about that since I’m enter in Uitm. Lots of stories I had hear before this, and it sounds very horror. Now, I want to share about my mystics experiences in my college.

Time was showing at 2.30 am, I’m still at my study table finished my assignment. Lots of work I have to done because date of my submitted assignment just around the corner. Time showing very late now; my roommates already sleep at 12 a.m. Now, only left me here still finished up my work. Suddenly, I feel want to pee. I see the clock, it’s already late. I want to call ain, but when I look at her, i see that she's very sleepy. I’m just ignored it, and feel don't want to bother her. So, i make the decision to go to the toilet by my own.

When, I opened my door, I feel so cold when i'm stading outside of the corridor. Maybe because tonight is raining, make it feels very cold. I walked by myself to the toilet. When i arrived there, I hear the sounds of water tab in the toilet, I talk to myself that maybe have someone using the toilet now. But I feel weird, because nobody in this toilet. I just enter to the toilet. After finished it, I ran away from the toilet to my room. I turn right and left, but no one at here. Then, I just enter to my room, and I see Ain still sleep.

I feel so sleepy and tired but, I still have to finish my assignment. So, I go at my study table and sit at the chair. After 10 minutes, I feel so boring and then I played the sound of track in my laptop. Suddenly, I hear the sound outside of my room. The sound is too silent but I still can hear that. I try to minimize my volume of music, I hear that the sound is becomes too louded. It sounds like people walking outside my room. I try to become brave, and opened my door, but suddenly the sound is disappeared. I turn to left and right but nobody here.

Then, I see at my watch, time showing 3.00 a.m. I feel so scared and horror when i see the time. I closed my door and decide to sleep. I go to my study table and turn off my laptop and go to my bed. I tried to close my eyes, but I still can’t. I feel like something was here, but I can’t express how my feelings. Before I noticed it, I had sleep until a morning.

In tomorrow, I’m asking Ain whether she hear something strength or not last night. But, she’s just feel nothing and asking me why. I’ve had tell her about my experienced last night. But, she’s just saying that it maybe just my imagination or feeling only. But, the truth is I know what I’m seeing, and I know what I’m hearing. That was my really experienced in UiTM and never had I forgotten it.

love..love..love..

2009-03-08T12:58:00.000-07:00

Love? So, what is the definition or the true meaning of love? As you can probably figure out, love has a different meaning for everyone. Love is a strange thing. It can be the most amazing feeling in the world, or it can really hurt, but in the end love is something most, if not all of us, will face. While there are many different ways to define and there are many different ways to love someone (even yourself).

Sooner or later we begin to understand that love is more than verses on valentines and romance in the movies. We begin to know that love is here and now, real and true, the most important thing in our lives.Love is the passionate and abiding desire on the part of two to produce together conditions under which each can be and spontaneously express. Love is the true means by which the world is enjoyed: our love to others, and others' love to us.

True love is eternal, infinite, and always like itself. It is equal and pure. Love is not a single feeling but an emotion built from two or more feelings. Anything vital to us creates more than one feeling, and we also have feelings about our feelings.

Love is not all about the responsibility, loyalty and honesty. But it is how we interpret that kind in our single life. From that, we can define whether our love is true love or not. Love is blind. Love can make, fat person goings to thin, normal person becomes mad, and so on. But love also can make person becomes like an angels who’s fly everywhere and anywhere they want to. Love can make sad person becomes cheerful.

Love is probably can be in different meanings. It depends to the person in what way there applying in their condition. For me, life without love is empty and bored. So to the person, who could find their really true love, go and find you’re Mrs. and Mr. Right now then you will know the symptoms of sick love.

There are some of the characteristic of my boyfriends.

Taller: I wish that I could get the taller guys than me! An exactly I got i.

Romantic: I wish I could get a romantic person like a stories in Romeo and Juliet. Where Juliet get 1000 letter for a years. So sweet.

Kind: Of course he should be a kind person for me.

Funny: Can make me laughs when I’m cry and always cheerful me

Honest: Person who will honest to me and will not lie to me.

Loyalty: loyal in our love.

Responsibility

Keep a promise

Caring

Humble

I'm so lucky that i get all the above characteristics of my boyfriends, the lucky person is Mohd Shauqat B. Mohd shukor. He is older 6 years than me.Before this, he studies at somewhere college at KL areas.But, now he's working at one of the company at Jalan Ampang in Kuala Lumpur .I've have been a couple with him already in 2 year and 4 months. I hope that one day i will be maried with him, after i finished my diploma and my degree. INSYAALLAH.

my college and my roomates

2009-02-09T09:57:00.000-08:00

For this semester I had living in a sector b college. In this sector there have four colleges which is Intan, Zamrud, Sempana Alam Buana and Si Manja Kini. I’ve been living in Zamrud College, in room number 114c which is in the first floor of this block. My room is beside of the main stairs and near to the resident’s staff house. Previous this, I had living in the same college but in the ground floor in the same block. Unfortunately, I never sleep in my room before this, this is because in last semester I was a new student in segamat campus, where is I’m from Machang campus. I had living in my sister college in Sempana Alam Buana. Most of my time was spending with her. Now, she is in part 6. And I always think how I could survive without her.

But now, I had fully stayed in my room. I was living in room for two person. At first I was wondering, whose are my roommates, because I was mentioned that all my wings room had one of the junior or part 1 in each of room. Until midnight I was waiting for her. But, suddenly I was sleeping. By tomorrow, I can see her. She’s is very kind and beautiful person. She’s name is Nur Farain Bt. Abd. Rahim. She’s live in Shah Alam. She’s got same name with me, which is FARA! But, I just call her ain. For me, Ain is very nicest person. She’s very talkative and always makes me laugh. She’s has four parsian cat at her house. And she’s very loving to all cats. But contras with me, which is scared to the cat. Ain also very humble person. Mostly every day, we have been sharing our stories together and I love to be her partner room.

Ain was living in the right side of room, near to the mirror. Where is I had living in right side of bed. My room always messy. This is because both are we are lazy to tidy up. Mostly, my sister will tidy and clean up in this room. Our laundry always overloads. And sometimes couldn’t put in. How lazy are we both? Sometimes could be 1 or 2 weeks we didn’t wash the clothes. And at last, we will bring our laundry homes for washing it.

Actually I was not very comfortable with my room in here. This is because, two door of my room have always got cats stayed there. It makes me not comfortable to walk in this area or maybe I will not go out from my room. Sis Nas always giving the cat and the kitten whiskies, so it makes cats always hanging around there. Sometimes I have go to the others wing to use the toilet. Everyone in here knows, that I’m afraid to the cat. Sometimes they will defense me, especially Ain. She’s the one who always accompany me to the toilet even though go to the bath.

Furthermore, I was sadly because in my wings, I’m the one who’s in the part 3. Most of my wing mates is in part 1 and part 6 level. Sometimes, I feel so sad; because I’m not really close to know them well. But most of my wing mate part 1 always came to my room to see ain. From that I’ve being closed with them. Huda, Ain, Anith, Fiza, and hanis always came here. In addition, my wing mate next of my door are very annoying. She’s never say Hi or hello to me. And sometimes I smiled to her, but she’s always show her annoying face. Until now, I still never closed with her or smile to her again.

There are a little bit about my college and wing mates. And I love to stay here, beside them around me. And we share a lot of joy and our own experiences. This is the most of my roommates that I love to friends and I have trust her.

10 facts about myself

2009-02-01T21:33:00.000-08:00

1. I hate cat
• I really dislike cat. Everybody has told me that cat is very cute and pampered animal. But for me, cat is very horrible animal. I’m very afraid when I near with it. I didn’t come and stay closer with it. Even though in food stall, I will shout loudly if they come to me. Actually, since I’m in child, I have never touch or close with cat, this is because of my garandmother who told me that cat is very dirty animal and sometimes has a bacteria. So, that’s why I didn’t touch it until now. One of my terrible experiences is when I and my cousins went to the shop, but we are chase by white kitten on the way we go there. Since it, I was so trauma and afraid that cat will chase me again or maybe starch me.

2. I have insomnia diseases
• Yes. I have insomnia disease where I never had enough sleep time. Sometimes I need to take medicine to get an enough sleep time. If not, I I will in trouble, where I can’t sleep early. At home, I will awake until 6 or 7 a.m. and sometimes I never sleep for a whole night. In addition, last semester in final week, one day I have never sleep for a whole night and be continues after I’m taking ctu151 final paper. Unbelievable, I never sleep for 48 hours! But, that’s the truth.

3. I love shopping
• I’m a shopaholic! I love to spend my time by going windows shopping. Sales seasons are my favorite moment. For me, I never care if the things that are buying expensive or not. I love to fulfill my desire. I takes a long times to decide buying the things. Sometimes I can’t choose the best want, because lots of choice that I have. I never care that if I have to spend lots of money to get my desire things. KLCC, Pavilion, and Bukit Bintang is one of my favorites places.

4. I can’t live without my mobile, laptop and MP4.
• My mobile phone is my everything! I can’t live without it. I love to change my mobile when I’m feeling bored with that kind of brand. I have never used my mobile more than one year. Sometimes could be for a 6 month, even only for a month. Is it weird? But that’s the facts. My laptop is for my entertainment. I can’t live without that. Most of my time was spending by surfing internet and myspacing. Sony Mp4 is my life! My friend was present for me. Because he know that I’m love to hear a songs. For me, Music is my life. I love to hear many kind of genre. Indi band is my favorite’s music.

5. I love perfume.
• I have lots of perfume brands. My favorite perfume is Gucci. One of my friends had present for me this kind of brand. And I love to smell their aroma. It feels so smooth and nice. Furthermore, I had lots of perfume collection which is, Gucci, Anna Sui, Escada, Body Shop, and Ralph Lauren. I had never throw my perfume and I will keep at least a little in their bottle and makes as my own collection.

6. I love ice cream.
• I love to eat an ice cream. My Favorites flavour is Vanilla and Strawberry. I hate Chocolate flavour. Furthermore, I love to eat Mc flurry with cornetto topping. It was so awesome! Banana split one of my favorites. Every time we go to secret recipe, the ship or other places I will not forget to ordered it. Plus, my youngest sister also loves too.

7. I love to dreaming
• In leisure time, I’m love to dreaming. I don’t know why. For me dreaming is wonderful. I dream that one day, I could be a rich person who has everything in my life. And could buy anything that Idesire to buy. Furthermore,one of my dreaming is, I want to go to the island who have nobady there expect me and my lovely person. Maybe, one fine day. I wish that I could buy the helicopter! So that I can travel around the world. Is it so wonderful?

8. I love to watching movies
I love romantic comedies, thrillers and cute animated movies like Shrek, Kung Fu Panda, Madagascar, and others. Furthermore I’m also love to watch sad movies. When I watch a sad movie, I do cry be it in the comforts of my home or at the cinema.

9. I love to laughs
Yes. I love to laugh. One of my bad habits is, I love to laugh loudest. Sometimes I can’t control to laugh like that, It just be spontaneous. I love to make peoples surrounding me happy. For me, laugh is best medicine. When I feeling sad, I love to make peoples surrounding me happy by making joke,so that I can forget my sadness. My life full of melancholic. So that’s the reason I love to laugh.

10. I’m a stubborn person

I’m wish that I’m less stubborn. But until now, I can’t. I don’t like peoples who always forcing me, or obstruct me. For me, I am who I am. I just myself and can’t turn to someone else. I don’t care people’s perception about me. Yes, I’m stubborn. But sometimes I have my own right and principe.

MY D3B2 CLASSMATES

2009-02-01T19:14:00.002-08:00

Firstly is Al Amirul. He is a new student in this group. He is from UITM Merbok, Kedah before this. He is very talkative person and happy go lucky person. He’s also love to make joke and try to make peoples surrounding him happy. Second is, Ashraf. He is very smart person. Actually before this I never met him in BEL311 class. But, suddenly after a week I saw him. For me, she is very nice person.

Thirdly is Azhar. As I know, everyone in here called him as a Sood. I don’t know why. Maybe it is just a nickname. For me, Sood is very funny person. He’s like to make joke and make everyone in the classes laughing. He’s very talkative. In addition, he’s also closed with Nasri. Next is, Khalid. As we know, Khalid is ours class rep in this group. For me, Khalid is very responsible person and nicest person. He’s very kind person. Furthermore he’s also closed with Shida. And I think, they are very sweet when together.

Next is Nasri. Nasri is Sood bestfriends. For me Nasri is more quiet compared to Sood. He’s is very kind and nice person. Then, is Syarul. He’s is very quiete person. Until now, I never heard his voice.
Now I will let u know about girl members in our group, first is Ain. She is very nice person. Next is, Salwa. Salwa is Radiyah twins. At first I was confuse whether they are salwa or Radiyah. But now, I can recognize them. Salwa is more plum than radiyah. She’s is very nice and kind person. Next is Atikah, she’s is very nicest person for me.

Then is, Farah Irma. She’s have a same name with me. Sometimes I confuse whether peoples call my name or she. For me, Fara is very nicest person. She’s very soft spoken. I love to be friend with her. I think she’s most like pink color.Plus, she’s also cute and sweet person. Next is, Aiza Zaleha. She is very good and nice person. Sheila is very soft spoken person. She’s is quite quite and have nothing much to say. She’s close with Farahin.

Next is Halimatus Saadiah. Actually, I met her for the first time in Family in Islam co, where is we both as a transfer student. Since then, I’ll be friends with her. She is very nice person and talkative. She’s close with nazirah and Azirah.Radiyah is Salwa twin.Radiyah is thin than Salwa. She’s very kind person same as her sisters, Salwa. Then is Azierah, She’s is ima bestfriends. For me she’s quite quite and more prefer to keep silent in the class.

Ernie is one of my classmates. She’s very nice and kind person. Next is Suhaida. She is very kind person for me. Hazlin is Suhaida friends. For me she’s quite friendly person. Then is Nazirah. She’s is quite friendly person. I was friends with her when I’m in Family in Islam co. I was in the same group with her. She is very nicest person and lttle bit cute. Salbiyah or sal is very friendly person. I love to be friends with her. She’s is talkative person and happy go lucky person. Nik.She is very nice person. She’s also talkative and friendly person. I love to her friends because she’s not arrogant person.

Next is Huda. At first, I think Huda is very moody person. Because she’s never give a smile for us. But, suddenly after I know her, my perception definitely wrong. She’s very nice person and talkative. I love to see her smile. Then is, Ainaa. I called her apex. She’s is my best friends in here. I love to friends with her. She’s always help me when I need her favour. I just love to be her friends. She’s also very talkative person. She’s like to asking lecturer when she not really
understands. Furthermore, her mood also always changing based on her mood. I love to see her smile because she’s more beautiful when she’s give a smile for us. Shidah is the beautiful person for me. She’s very nicest and friendly person. She’s also very soft spoken. As, we know she’s close with Khalid, Farahin and Sheila.

Farahin is very friendly person. She’s like to smiles. She’s also very kind and soft spoken person. She’s best friends with Shidah, and Sheila. Next is Nurul Izzaty. She is my very best friends in here. Iove to laughs with her. We share lots of secrets together. She’s very cute, sweet and beautiful person. Sometimes she can be very sensitive person. I love her so much. Then is Ashikin. But, everyone called her kent; she is very friendly and talkative person. In addition, she’s also love to smile and laughs. As we know, she’s best friends with Raja.

Next is raja Nurrahifah. She is very nicest and friendly person. She’s also very beautiful person. She’s close with Kent, and they always sit together in a class. Lastly is Muinnuddin. He is very smart person. Furthermore she’s quite kind a nicest person. There are little bit about my claasmate is BMD3B2. Overall performance, they are very kind, friendly and helpful person. I loved for being a part of this group.

new semester..new challenge..

2009-01-17T04:20:00.000-08:00

As we realize or not, a new semester had begins. For this third semester, I’m taking seven subjects which are Business Communication (MGT269), Mandarin (BMD101), English for Academy Purpose (BEL311), Statistics (QMT216), Macroeconomics (ECO211), Economy Islam (CTU241) and lastly is, Recreation (HSL115) for Co-curriculum. As I remember, previous this I’m takes 6 subjects in Part 1 and Part 2. This is hard for me to handle these 7 subjects, because the subjects for this semester tougher compare then the previous. The credit hour for this semester is 18 and for me is quite large number. So, if I didn’t score for the entire subject I’ll may get into trouble. However, I still have to face this challenge and try to score A+ and maintain my dean list result.

First of all, I want to tell about Business Communication (MGT269) subject. The lecture who’s teaching this subject is Sir Ahmad Kamil Mohamed. At first, I was so afraid when I know that he will be teaching us because many rumors I’ve heard said that Sir Kamil is very strict person in marking the exam papers. Many of their students get failed for his paper. Gain, when I saw him for the first time, I believe that rumors are true. He was little bit strict and obvious to him students. Somehow, after 3 weeks in their classes, I found that a rumor was definitely wrong. For me, Sir Ahmad Kamil is very kind, helpful, nicest, and funny person. In addition, the characteristic of Sir Ahmad Kamil is are tall, have an average body, and yellow dark skin. I like Sir Kamil personality. The way he teaches us looks very professional. I think that this subject is more difficult because the assessment for this subject is 60 %. And it’s quite big number for me. However, it is not an excuse for me to not get A for this subject. What important is now, I have to study hard and try to get a best mark for my assessment and for my final paper.

Secondly, is Mandarin (BMD101). This subject was taught by Sir Lim Yoon Cheng. I decided to take this subject because I’m so interested to learn this subject. Compared to Arabic, Mandarin is more interesting and not too difficult. This is because I’m not really good in written Arabic. Furthermore, before this, my parents also asking me to take this subject, because nowadays many firms wants to hire the person who really can speaks fluently in English and Mandarin. So, that’s the reason why actually I’m taken Mandarin. Beside that, the characteristics of lecturer that teaching us is, average tall, thin, funny, kind, nicest and polite person. I hope that I will get A for this subject and get best mark in my assessment. For your information, the mark of our assessment is not mentioned by the lecturer because of the changing in the on going marks.

Thirdly is English for Academy Purpose (BEL311). Sir Izuan Ismail is my English lecturer. At first I saw him, I’m little bit afraid because of their characteristics. He is very strict and fierce person. Gain, he never gives a smile for us. I wish that, eventually he may give a smile for us. Beside that, my first expectation of this subject is this subject is very bored. Moreover, this subject also quite difficult to score. Because, before this I never had get A for my English subject. However, after I attend him classes, my perception totally change. For me, English is actually an interesting subject. In addition, learning this subject also can improve my grammar, vocabulary, and written. Furthermore, the assessment mark is 60 % which is 10 % from outline, first draft 10 %, final draft 20 % and discussion 20 %. And another 40 % is from ours final paper. Beside that, the characteristics of Sir Izuan are tall, specky, medium size of body, strict and disciplined person. I wish that one day, I will become as Sir Izuan that can speak fluently in English. I’m proud to be his student. And I hope, that sir Izuan will help and give guide for me so that I’ll improve my language and plus get A in this subject.

Next subject that I’ll be taken is Statistics (QMT 216).This subject was taught by Miss NorZarina Johari. The characteristics of she’s are quite short and plump. The first day I saw her, I thought she’s very nicest, friendly and kind person. But it apparently wrong, she is very strict and fierce person. I’m little bit afraid of her because of their characteristics. Her mood always changed. Sometimes I feel not really comfortable in their classes. But, no matter what I should have to face this challenge. I have to be strong in mentality although I really not ready to face it. In addition, everyone has their own teaching styles; maybe this is one of method that she using to teaches us. My hope for this subject is, I will get A for this paper, because many of senior said that this paper more easily than MAT140. So for me, this is not an excuse to get A for this subject.

Then, the subject is Macroeconomics (ECO211). This subject was taught by Madam Zuraidah Ismail. For me, Madam Zuraidah is very nicest, intelligent, friendly and professional person. However, she is quite strict. She wants all their student pay attention when she gives a lecture so that everybody could get the message that she wants attaining to their students. The assessment mark for this subject is 40 % include 20 % for test and quizzes. And another 60 % is for final papers. In addition, this subject more difficult compared to microeconomics. But, I hope I will score A for this subject same as the previous in part 2 when I’m taking microeconomics.

Ustaz Kamarulzaman Sulaiman is my economic Islam (CTU241) lecturer. As we know, this subject should be easily scoring it. This subject is more about general knowledge. But, for this semester, I don’t know whether it may be difficult or not. It is because this subjects more containing about Islamic economic and have their certain theories that we should memorized. Furthermore, Ustaz Kamarulzaman is very nice, helpful, lover and devout person. I love to see their personality. He always give us some advises and motivate us so that we couldn’t go in wrong way. For me, he’s just same as our father who always guides their children by give some advises so that eventually we could be a useful person not in here but in hereafter. I wish that, I can be a good muslimah gain get a good marks for this subject.

For my co-curriculum, I have chosen recreation (HSL 115) as my selection. Sir Mohd Shahreza is my coach for this subject. He is very funny person and always makes a joke. However, sometimes he can be very fierce and strict person. His mood always changed based on a situation. Beside that, the physically of his are, he is quite fat, average tall and full of beard. I join this co because I want to get more information about what is actually recreation means. My wish for this subject is, I want to score and get A for this subject.

Last but not least, I hope this semester can bring me more of prosperity so that I will success in mystudy and could maintain my Dean List result. I have to put an effort in order to get best result for this semester. With the guide from ours lectures, I hope that I could be as excellent student and scoring for the entire of the subject.( INSYALLAH). With God willing.

something to say

2009-01-17T04:01:00.000-08:00

On the date 20 April 1989 at Hospital Bersalin Pulau Pinang, was born a cute baby girl that be given name as Siti Farahiyah Bt. Amiruddin. That baby girl is was me. Kuala Lumpur is where I live now. Basically, I'm a girl who continually smiles and laughs at other peoples. I love to laugh. I love to make joke! I’m sometimes out of control, but other times I'm really uncommunicative person. I understanding, forgiving, and I love my friends and family. I’m not a perfect girl. I’m pretty clumsy and sometimes quite sensitive. I loved for being unperfected.

I was born with a very humble, lazy, quiet, kind, arrogant, and sensitive character. I’m different! I'm obstinate, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes I am out of control and at times hard to handle. I love black or anything darker than black. I love shopping. KLCC, Sungei Wang, Pavilion, Bangsar Village is my favorites place. Seed, Padini, Converse, Esprit and Roxy is my most favorite’s brand. Yes, I’m one of those people who always dreaming and imagine. The best part of my life is when all my dreams come true. I feel like the whole world is mine. I hope that one day I can drive a Ferrari car. I’m weird. I just interact with people who have an attractive personality. Some people judge me. But I'm not one to care about people's judgments. I don't care if you talk about me behind my back, I love the fact that you like to talk about me when I'm not there.

I start my education level, since I’m in 6 years old. I was school at Chinese Kinder garden at Pulau Pinang. Even though I’m learning in mandarin language, but until now I can’t speak in Chinese. Is it weird? But that’s the fact. I hate for being at that school because majority of them are Chinese. Only a few peoples were Malay. I statr my primary school at Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Jelutong Barat, Pulau Pinang. From standard one until six I was studying at this school. I was prefect at this school from standard 2 until standard 6. 4 years I becomes as a prefect in my school. In here, I still could remember my old classmate which is Syazwani, Hanie, Suhaira, Atikah, Syazwi, Razman, Amil Shafiq, and Farhan. There were my best friends in my primary school. But since I’ve transfer to Kuala Lumpur, I never had seen them again. In years 2000, I was transfer to Kuala Lumpur by following my father who was working at there. I was stating my secondary level at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Puteri Wilayah, Kuala Lumpur. At first, that school was very boring compared to my old school. There is because no boys in this school. It feels so boring. Beside that I’m really not comfortable with a new environment since this is my first time in here. My first friend is Nazira Bt. Zainul. She’s become my very best friends in here since now. Then I’ve met Rahayu Fatimah Bt.Multazam, Nurul Atika Bt. Abdullah, Megawati Bt. Anuar, and Izaty Hanani Bt. Hisham. They have become my very close friends until now.

I love my family very much! Without them I’m lost my way. My father’s name is Amiruddin B.wan. He is 49 years old. He works at Naza Hotel Management as Hotel Manager in Training Department. Even though, he lives far away from us, he never missed up for calling us. He is very smart, kind, strict, and good looking person. That’s why my mum falls in love with him. He is very loving fathers and husband. He’s treat their daughters fairly. Occasionally, he becomes very fierce person. For me, maybe this is a way he wants to educate ours, so that we can become as a useful person one day .One of my precious person in my life is my mother. She’s name Khalsom Bt. Osman. She is 41 years old. She is very nicest, cool, sporting, kind, fashionable and lover person. She works at Ambank Group as Executive Bank. She’s very hardworking person and lovely mother. The way she treats her daughter shows that how she is caring and loves her daughter very much. She’s never scold me or tries to obstruct me the way I pattern my life. She’s never obstructing me to be friends with anyone. Gain, I still can come home at late night. Even, I know sometimes she doesn’t really like the way I treat me life, but she’s still keep silent and try to become a very open minded mother.

I have four sibling which is I’m the second one. My eldest sister is Siti Rafidah Bt. Amiruddin. Now, she’s still studying in Uitm Johor in part 6. She’s taking banking course. In addition, she’s very elegant, fashionable, kind, understanding, humble and sporting sister. She’s never trying to obstruct me in whatever I’m doing. She’s is fashion victim. Topshop, MnG, Seed, padini authentic, Elle, Esprit is the most her favorite brand. Furthermore, she loves to dress up and dreaming to be as a Cinderella. And, I love for being her sister. Next is Siti Maisarah Bt. Amiruddin. She is 6 years old now. She is very little cute children which are very obsessed with the fashion. She’s love fashion very much! She’s like to wearing dress, lip gloss, eyeliner, and so on. She’s hate her hair very much! But I think she’s got very nice curly hair where is most every girl dreams to have to. Sometimes she’s very obstinate, rude, lazy, and sensitive. She loved to crying for attract peoples surrounding her. Her mood always changed. But I just love the way she are. The last one is my cute little baby, Siti Nur Ameera Aqilah Bt. Amiruddin. She is 1 year and 6 months. She’s very cute little baby that always make our family more cheerful and happiness. She’s very sweet, cute, quite stubborn, and sensitive. I love her very much. Now she’s can speak only few words like “mama”,”nak”, ”don’t want” ,”apa”. She’s the one that can only bring back our happiness for my family. Thanks to god for bringing her in our life. And I love my new life now, with my beloved family surrounding me. I love them. I mean absolutely them are everything to me and I can't imagine my life without them. I love how I can completely be myself around them. I just feel so safe around them and know nothing could go wrong.

I had found someone who can really change my lifestyles. That’s someone is my really good friends Rahayu Fatimah Bt. Multazam. Only her can make me change my perception or maybe can show me the right way. She who always makes me smile that means a thousand skies or tries her best to make me smile brighter than the moon and the sun. I’m not perfect. I admit that. Sometimes I’m really doesn’t know whether I’m doing rights things or not. I’m just a teenager that always wants to enjoys in my life without thinking that kind is wrong or no. What I know is, I want to enjoy my whole life. Plus, I love her because she’s never hypocrite to me and always show and guides me the best way for me so that I’m not to lose one way. She’s very kind, understanding and always sharing her joys and pain with me. Furthermore, I’m also have a lot of friends that always being beside me that is Tika, Tisa, Tee, Mimi, Cha, Nany, Meg, Zaty, Naim, Safwan, Nik, Azz, Fara, and Apex. I’m so glad that they are always support me the way I’m doing. I cry and laugh a lot with them, because my life is full of melancholy and happiness. It is not easy to get through it but I’ve patience because I know God is fair. I never show my sadness to people. I just keep it as my secret but I’ve some people that always give me spirit. I love them a lot, only a few people are mean to me. I don't trust anybody except them. It’s just me who know who they are. I am myself and I love myself. Many people have told me that I have changed. But the truth is I think I’ve just found myself. I become more matured.

I am nothing special, just a common girl with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough. Nobody can tell me who I am or how they want me to be, to be truthful, be honest, be myself and not pretend to be someone else. Be spontaneous, be fun, be crazy, be unique and don’t care what people say. At the end, we will be happy.

my bittersweet memories

2009-01-05T22:34:00.000-08:00

For your information, this is not my first blog. I already have before this. Since, I have to complete my assignment for my BEL311, I just create another blog for my assignment. Today, I have learned a new songs, that I never heard before this. The tittle of the songs is breathe again by juwita suwito. I enjoy to hear this songs because it remind me about my first time in UiTM. That was my experience that I wouldn't forgot and always keep in my mind forever. At first, I’m so glad and happy when i can further my studies in UiTM Machang, Kelantan.But, Of course can't be deny that I’m also nervous when first time I getting there. But, thanks to god because give the opportunities for me so that I can continue my studies.

But since getting there, I was thinking about the things that I should left away and of course I missing my time with my friends. I really miss that. But i know in UiTM Kelantan no one will still beside me, only me was there. I’m here with nobody beside me. Sometimes I feel so sick. No matter what life must be go on. So I need to make a new life by making friends with everyone here. I need to find a true friends that understand me and to please my everything that i have done. But now I realized to make a friend with everyone is easy, but to have a really good friend who can understand, support us and sharing together joy and pain are really difficult to get.For me, friends are easy comes and go.

Returned back to the memories again, for the first time I came to the Uitm, I was very upset where i never met my father one week before i enter to Uitm. I was very disappointed when just only my mum was send me to the Uitm. I was crying for the whole night, and feel so give up.Sometimes i couldn't behave myself, i out of control. I can live far away from my family. I just need them by my side. But my mother always give supported to me. Day by day, week by week i become more stronger. I become someone new with my new spirit, that I want to changes myself become more matured. Honestly I’m telling that before this I have never doing anything by myself. I never do cleaning, cooking, tidy a room or whatever. I never done it. All that kind was do it by my mother and my sister. How lucky am I before this compare to the others. But since I was here, I must do it by myself. Sometimes I feel so give up but I know I have to be strong, i must do it. Everyone can do it why I can't. Since then I keep practice to do it , finally I success! How proud my mother can see that her daughter now can cleaning a room and washing clothes by herself.

I know life is not always easy. So I have to face the challenge eventhough is so hard for me. Now I was stating a new life in UiTM Segamat. I was transfer here in semester two. At first , it was very difficult for me to comfort with a new environtment. But since, my sister was here, she always supported me. I love to stay here more than Kelantan.I'm happy here with my new friends that I met here. Sharifah ainaa Mardhiyah was my first friend at here. I'm so glad that she become one of my good friends in here. She's very kind and beautiful person. I love for being her friends. She help me lots of things in here. So, I think maybe in here i can start my new life where i can be a smart person and excellent student which i can proud my mother one day. Insyallah. Now, I love my new life in here, no pain, no tears and no cry.